Sunday, April 15, 2012

Wax Paper

It's been a while, approximately 2 months since I've blogged. My life has been changing so rapidly, right now, I have no clue as to what He has in store for me, not that I knew before. But it feels like wax paper has been placed on my life's viewfinder;  a frustrating translucent vision of my world.
I always thought of myself the clairvoyant one, but jeez, He sure has a way of knocking you off of your pedestal, feeling the eternal brand of mortality. A reality check I suppose. Haha, I thought I was special for a second there, but now, I've never felt so humble in my life. Even I get rejected, heartbroken, and teased with trustworthy promises.  Even I cry. I used to boast about my inability to cry, never invested in any waterproof makeup. Now my face looks disgusting and I buy my makeup in waterproof just in case I feel the rise in tides. Nevertheless, the makeup still smears on his collar; it still shows. 

My love life is in utter disarray. I've broken up with my boyfriend of 1 year and 4 months. I won't go into the specifics, but I'll say one word of advice: Find someone like yourself and relish in a peaceful harmonious relationship. They say opposites attract, and they do, but they'll never understand you the way you do, and if you find someone like yourself, you'll see the magic in effortless understanding. 

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